#FML

I am so past this last trimester, you have no idea.

The prenatal yoga I've been doing has helped tremendously but I am still so tired and achy. My hips still get sore at night, they also ache throughout the day, I'm physically tired all the time. I'm just over it right now. I'm ready for this kid to be born.

Then I think to myself, I still haven't packed the hospital bags, the crib isn't ready and I haven't even registered at the hospital yet, soooooo yeah.......I'm not ready for this kid to be born yet.

I guess I took advantage of my experience from my first son I didn't really prepare for this one. I was fussing over so many things with Marcus, now with the second kid there's things I haven't even given a second thought to.

My one fear is that it this lasidasical attitude I have will translate to my parenting. With being home every day I feel like I'm in a rut. I need to jump out of this, and soon, I honestly don't have much time.