The Rhythm Of The Beat

I'm getting my rhythm back. It kind of feels good to get ready for work everyday. It still kills me though to leave him in the morning, especially since he's awake now. When he's sleeping I can just kiss his forehead and go off on my merry way, but when he's awake I have to look into his smiling face and leave. I know he's with his dad or his grandma but I just don't feel like they'll play with him like I do. Or hold him the way I do when he cries. I'm glad though we were able to bond the first three months of his life, despite everything that happened and me almost getting evicted, it was all worth it. Just to wake up and see his little smiling face every morning.

I started playing with makeup again

I'm definitely going to jump back into the fashion world as well. Already saw some awesome pieces from Eloquii and The Loft I have to scoop up especially since I pretty much got my figure back.

Speaking of figure I'm jumping on the Insanity train. 

Starting it up next week. My goal is 50lbs. I have to look up how safe dieting is while breast feeding. The last thing I want to do is deprive my boy of nutrients just to be thin.

So its nice to be getting back to my old self, or really to my self. For almost the last 11 months it's been about pregnancy and the baby, time for a little bit of Lucia.